Right now I’am trying to strengthen my ties with God, This world has snatched the connectivity between Me and God and I’am trying to rebuild the faith and trust in myself and giving my whole existence into his care, because i know he’s not going to break my heart like these humans, he’s is not going to make any false promises like these people, he is not going to flaunt me with false hopes just to gain my interest, instead he will strengthen my inner soul and will teach me to trust all over again will rejuvenate me and will give me a new better heart and soul to continue the incomplete life’s journey of this world…I’am not a coward and dying is not the solution and running away from pain is not just an option.

I decided to relax in the shadow of God gain my strength and strike back with the same zest, more lively and with a vibrancy to life..The way I was before any person came into my life..the innocent me with my silly little dreams and small desires with my books and strong faith in God who would do miracles for me…As I started growing I started clinging towards the humans who have very little to give and in the bargain took away my innocence and my faith and trust and my very existance, They destroyed me completely, emotionally with their insensitveness and selfishness…I’am struggling to get out of these bondages, and sometimes I just feel like giving up everything…But No I’am not going to do that..this time i’ll take my space and stick to my decision …those who love me will always be right there beside me, right in my heart and with me on every step of my life, those whose emotions were false and fake will leave…I have no complaints because I still have so much within me to give the world. Peaple come and people go and I’am not ready to be stuck in a time warp. From now on I want to take solace in the arms of God, to learn to trust again, regain my lost faith and emerge stronger and well equipped to deal with all the hurdles thrown my way in life…To do that I need to retreat into a serene place on my own… use silence to introspect…May god enlighten my inner soul and heart and may he give me back my lost peace of mind..I know God will make a way where there is no way and I have to low down world’s volume if i have to hear God’s voice

So right now i’am Turning It Over to Higher Power..

Felt like sharing a quote…

“God loves you and He knows all the secrets of your heart…you’ve allowed the past to come between you and God. Turn the past over to God. He’s strong enough to take it. And give Him your future, too….He’ll make you strong enough to live it.”

“aarzoomehek”